wow its been time again. its been a long road since Zechariah died. its hard still i miss him very much, hes always on my mind. i dont know how im as strong as i am with him gone, but im making it. im still with E we are doing well, i love him more than anything. today is his birthday so im sitting at his house. i sometimes wonder if he really knows how much he means to me and how much i love him. he has been in my life since Zechariah was 2 weeks old, hes been threw everything with me and i appreciate him being the way he is.

well i need to get going ill try to write later sometime..

<3 marisa

wow its been a long time since i wrote in this thing! think i should update it more often now. well as most of you know zechariah passed away Dec. 30th i miss him more than words can exsplain. ive just been a bum lately nothing much to do. but yeah im trying to find me a job have any sugestions? im trying to get one somewhere. not fast food or where alot of teenagers go they bug me! lol well at least i updated leave me a comment and ill respond if i feel like it that day i look at it haha. nah i will

loves alot <3

Marisa

wow its been a while since i wrote in this thing. ive been so busy with Zechariah and works its rediculus. Zechariah has been sick for a while now its getting old now i just my lil man could just fell better. Work OMG why do i have to go its so annoying we have this 2 lil 16 year olds that work there and they dont do nothing but sit on they lazy butts and talk to each other, or not show up on time like being a hour late, sorry not my cup of tea to see there! considering i am one that has senority there i can tell Ruthie*the boss* who to get rid of i need to shes listened a few times. heheh im good like that lol. but im about to get a big jump of positions there since i am one of the exsperianced and been there to LONG lol! well really i love my job its just the people i work with it makes it awful! but im kinda always getting stuff together for childern to work with i never have time to get in and just write or talk to someone. thank goodness for birthdays i get mine off thursday yay a day without kids, besides mine lol. im getting back to my finding work for children. goodnight goodbye.

<33 marisa

ps. **thursday is my birthday yay yay ill be 19 whooo who**

its been some time again that i need to write again. its been crazy around here with me. Zechariah has been sick he had croup*spell check* but yeah hes been on pedialyte and a steroid so hes been a lil cranky lately. so not much free mommy time for me. then i was in NC on vacation with like 7 friends of mine and the baby. we all had a blast! we had so much fun at the mall and all of us forgot cameras isnt that some shit there! but yeah its been a very stressful few weeks for me. i probably should be off here doing sometime more productive than sitting on my lazy butt in front of the computer right now. but what can i say i work 9 hours a day i need a break! right? wouldnt you think so too! but i must be goings

MUCH LOVES FROM ME!

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